i wish..

that soccer practice didnt start next week. It starts Tuesday i think and i just found out today. i am soooo outta shape and coach Marty is doing practices and hes really hard and we have to do Killers [which are really hard] and all that junk! and its WAY too hot right now!!


And i also REALLY want to go to the Assembly, like the whole week or whatever.. but my family isnt going.. and i dont have anyone to stay with.. im trying to find some kind of job whatever it may be so i can pay however much for a room to share with Whoever.. but i dont even know if i would be able to go. but i really really really really really want to.

Im gonna go cry some more.

~k~